Everyone has their own problem and experience
I learned that the good thing for everything that happen to you is to
accept it
Whatever is that, good or bad and mostly the bad one
I understand is damn hard to accept the bad one...but try it and run
from your reality
Don't forget there is a powerful spirit beside you...God, he does
know the answer of your problem so you need to close to Him
Every second of this life is precious, I missed many things behind
If I can show her that I care about her then she wont hide her
problems and share them with me (as sister)
If I can start to do Sholat earlier before then perhaps God will
bless me even more
If I can say I love him then perhaps He wont marry to another woman
A lot of 'If' questions, will not bring everything back
The good thing is that I live with the reality and learn to calm down
and find a way to accept everything with open heart and mind...
I still learn and will always do...
Will you?