POV: Life Test, Shows the Real You

Here in my blog I can express my thought free, it is my right to write whatever I want.

Recently call him a celebrity which turn to youtuber and his content mostly about charity and helping poor people. His subcribers are millions...the rich become richer and I think its normal for him help those who are in difficult situations.

I am not his fans tho, but I like to sometime watching his youtube channel, or reading news about his son, in short, well I respect him

But the recent news about how he react to an old man, this old man said "asking for money" to this celebrity...there a lot feeds in IG about this tragedy, I call it tragedy, because they way he react was his nature and no scenario and its rough...how he shout to the old man, dont beg for money...and in front of this old man he give money to others while saying "working and you will get money"

Ironic, I can imagine how this old man feel, maybe his way is wrong to ask for help, but no way he didnt deserve it, to be treated like that, so f*cking no way...

In the other way, the youtuber make a kind of clarification...I heard that he didnt feel sorry after doing that, oh Lord....he feels so high I think, rich, many fans, famous

I dont wish and hope anything for him, karma is real and perhaps his good karma will safe him this time..

-being kind is good, however, it is good to sharpen your heart to respect others life and not only yours-

POV: Prison Playbook

Last week while browsing for recommended series, I found an article that mentioned top 5 korean dramas to watch, and one of them is Prison Plybook, I read the synopsis and I am curious to watch it.

The story is about prison life, and the main role is Kim Je-Hyeok, famous baseball player that been prisoned due to an accident for a year.

The drama pictured prison life mostly in comedy situation, I think this is the core that attracted me to watch the episode by episode. I lough a lot in ep 9 mostly when prisoners talked about a guard, and without they realized the guard is around them!

If you want to see true friendship, yes Je-Hyeok and Joon-Ho will show it to you, their friendship is really strong,  Joon-Ho is true friend that everyone could wish! he totally support Je-Hyeok, I mean even when he needs to kick Je-Hyeok he will do it. Joo-Ho is one of the guards in the Seobo Prison

Indirect  message in the conversations and scenes to describe unfair things that happen in prison are pictured in this drama too. People still able to smuggle food, drugs, etc....cigarette quite popular here :D

Yet, not everyone that prisoned is because they really doing the crime, like Yoodaewi (Captain Yoo), he must experience false accusation, eventhough at end he get chance for second court (retrial)

Ahhh another funny thing, there is dating program between gentleman prisoners with the ladies prisoner, by starting sending letter...this scene also make me lol.

What you can learn from this drama is also about how to adapt and mingle with people, in this prison one room is fit for 6 people. So you can imagine 6 people from difference crime background, character, thought and etc in 1 room? need self control to keep the situation workable for all of them.

You can enjoy cute romance scene between Je-Hyeok and his girlfriend, how they settle their problem, and finally how Joon-Ho confess to Je-Hyeok that he dating his sister! 

I love this series and recommended it to you, you wont disappointed!

-life is good and make it worth every single day of it-

picture source: asianwiki

How You Deal with Yourself?

How you deal with yourself? a question that I ask my self often to make myself always stay sober

Not every moments or experiences will make you react positively, and sometime it turns you to think negatively and get you down

It needs your inner power to see and understand widely for everything happen, it always with reason

I think it's good to somehow follow the flow and try to "dance" with the situation, and dont block yourself for something that even you think its not right

Sometime the answer is at the end of the dance right? and how you will know if you dont do it first?

Practice and practice, get along with yourself, problem is not always wrong and your are not always right

Above all, the key is also believing in God's plan, there is saying, you think something is right, but God knows whats best for you, thats enough (for those whom believe to Him)

I dont push myself too hard during the process to find the answer for every problem, I will try to adjust it, like I said above, lets dance first to see the ending

I meet not many strong personalities with various background, I learn from them how to deal with problem, took their positive sides, yet it also part to learn how to "dance". I dont mind to learn from others.

I have faith that life is good, dont waste it, keep your steps to move, it doesnt matter if its gonna be step by step, no need to rush and run, enjoying every process that is the beauty of life right?

-you're precious, believe it, dont stop to learn-

Crash My Car by Coin!

Love this song!

Walk in like a wrecking ball
The way she moves make you miserable
All eyes on the golden girl
She's gonna tell you, gonna tell you, gonna tell you
That you're too sweet
Swan dive to the concrete floor
The pavement never felt so warm
One look and you already know
She's gonna cut you, gonna cut you, gonna cut you
Cut you real deep

Baby, I'm freaking out
Lay it all on me
Anything you want

You can crash my car tonight
Go out wasting all my time and money
I love the way you're breaking my heart
And I can't stand to see you leaving lonely

I'll drive you home at the end of the night
I'll drive you home at the end of the night

Dead last as a drama queen
But I found myself in the front seat of her car
She's bad blood royalty
But that's fine
It's gonna be alright with me

Baby, I'm freaking out
Lay it all on me
Light me up and lay me down and love me like you shouldn't now

You can crash my car tonight
Go out wasting all my time and money
I love the way you're breaking my heart
And I can't stand to see you leaving lonely

I'll drive you home at the end of the night
I'll drive you home at the end of the night

You can crash my car tonight
Go out wasting all my time and money
I love the way you're breaking my heart
I can't stand to see you leaving lonely

Crash my car
Take all my money and run
Baby if that's what you want
(Lonely, lonely)

Crash my car
Take all my money and run
Baby if that's what you want
(Lonely, lonely)

Natural Face Cleanser Review

This time I want to share my experience using face cleanser from few brands which they're using natural ingredients.

So far I have try cleanser from; the body shop, i trust nature, sukin, and sensatia.

I write in order from i like the most and less.

Sensatia, its just too light and not really bring affect to my face skin, while the one from TBS in certain period of usage, you will feel the difference.

These cleansers are my recommendation for those who have dry skin, and they are bubbleless and kind of hints that are not contain much soap things in them.

Another main points as I have mentioned earlier, these products are using natural ingredients which also indicated its friendly to the face skin, however needs to remember that each user will have difference affect, so I suggest to make sure that your skin is ready for new product trial

Pricing, for me its ok, which range between IDR 130k to IDR 150k, and the cleanser with me could last like around 3 months, worth enough tho

@maimai.notmiu : a new chapter of life

In june 2020, basically I have start an online shop called bebstores, I sell various things, mostly dress for women. I feel exiting to this small step, people are buying my products even mostly of the buyers r friends and family, still am happy, the benefit is not much, but the feeling that you promote things, people ask, and then buy it.

So am thinking to do more and another small step I take to more focus on ecoprint products, especially bags for women, and making brand and after thinking, I think this is it @maimai.notmiu 

You can visit the instagram page with the same id

I cant wait the bag to be ready as now some models are in production process.

It will be pre order, as I dont make stock on these bags.

I hope this new step will work and getting lots of order in future....ameen

-i start it on friday-

Song: Mother to Daughter by Yang Hee Eun ft AKMU

What a beautiful song and colab between Yang Hee Eun ft AKMU.
Its a Korean song, however the translete in english is available, you can browse it.
Some beautiful lyrics....
Mother hopes:
I thought you would always be a little child
But you're already grown
I still don't know life very well
So I don't have much to say to you
I search inside my chest for words to tell you
Find your own way in life
Can you forgive me for not being a better mother?
Can you promise me that you'll be a better mother than me?
Daugther hopes:
Even if you don't say it I know that you love me more than anyone else
So I can confidently say it's my dream to become a good mom like you
Even if you don't say it I know that you love me more than anyone else!
Sarang Ma..Thank you Ma
Youtube links: https://youtu.be/MPzbTJN5wVc

-I can breath because You are around Mom-

Finding Captain Ri

It is not a tittle of movie, korean drama, or tv program. Captain Ri is a fictional character in one of famous korean dramas tittled Crash Landing on You in 2019

This drama was accepting huge popularity around the world, and many people dreaming that both actor and actres became real couple.

Yes in this early 2021, dispatch revealed that Hyun Bin and Seo Ye Jin are dating!

Suddenly make me want to re watch the serial again 😊

Hyun Bin was act as Captain Ri, a north korean that fall in love to Se Ri (Seo Ye Jin) a south korean, thru many obstacles ending it with happy situation for them

Captain Ri as another strong characters of a man that slowly but sure will do and sacrifice anything to his lover, something that women dream of right! 

In reality sometime not every dream will come true, reality is real tho, sometime its cruel and sometime its kind

Personally I have high standard of a man, as I have real role model in life, guess? yes, my father, well he is not a soldier like captain Ri but as general he has gentleman attitude

Of course he is not perfect but to me he is good enough to give me hints finding my captain Ri : humanist, respect and caring your wife, loving your children unconditionally, helping my mother doing laundry, washing dishes, you know all what man should do, never too strict to my mom activities, she is free to do anything or hang out with her friends! all my mom need to isjust ask permition and he will say yes!

Eventhough he didnt showering me with money and hard to me but I dont complain because I know that he wants the best for me in life

Well the high standard not always about wealthy and money, but for me more about a man should act what he should be as a man is also expecting woman to act as she should be. Call it balance

-Lets go to finding captain Ri, just be you and you will find yours-

Life is Good : Acceptance

You can plan everything perfectly

But God plan is the best

You can think you already choose the best

But God knows best for you

You want so many things that fit you

But God gift is best for you

You wish everything running smooth

But God sometime face you with obstacles

You somehow stuck and dont know what to do

But God always show the way out

You see thing didnt happen as it is

But God know it should be as it is

If what I want, wish, see, need...everything didnt happen, then I learn that the key is an acceptance, a word that could change your life

Find out what make you happy the most, and let this life goes with the flow

Dont think and worry too much

This life is happen only once, make it worth!

-I decide to happy in my own way, this life is perfectly worth-

Kabir Singh

What will cross in your mind when you read this post title?

Yes it is Indian name which is the title of a movie. Kabir Singh was released in 2019

Accidentally found this movie thru spotify, while I am searching soundtrack of Indian movies by Shah Rukh Khan, then direct me to Kabir Singh's ost...I fall in love with its soundtracks which all is good.

Then it moves me to find the movie...download and to watch it

The story is actually an ordinary one, about 2 people falling in love, where the man, Kabir, he is falling in love at first sight and wanna do anything for the woman...years passed and when he wants to propose the woman her parents againts it, broken heart man made him becomes drunker and drugs user while he is a surgeon....however when fate is written and this couple finally together

This is the version of Indian movie without dancing plot, a romantic, bit comedy here and there, so my favourite genre

The actors that play the role of Kabir are Shahid Kapoor and Kiara Advani, their chemistry perfectly picturing so in love couple

Again its worth to watch!

-the beauty of falling in love is knowing what you want, and fight worth for it-